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Back Then
03:01
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Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasnt in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed 105 times
White lines, downed it with some white wine
Kick back, call it a day & have a nice time
Deep down hurtin, memories repressed
Food for thought i couldnt digest
Coping mechanisms, none of them healthy
Too prideful couldn't say help me
Nothing you can tell me
When i was high, only time i felt free
Problems had me weighed down
Self-esteem going way down
Drown in my misery, didn't even sink in
Blacked out most nights i was drinking
Withdrawals mental and physical
Without the drugs, didn't think life was livable
Tried to kick substances, but didn't last long
Couple close calls, i really coulda passed on
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
Thought my foolish pride would keep me alive
Had to ditch that in order to survive
Back then i thought i was invincible
Didn't OD and die call that a miracle
Over the years, life has humbled me
Thanking people for what they've Done for me
Write a gratitude list when my attitude sh**
Then I observe as my attitude shift
Uncertainty kept me in a comfort zone
Even if it meant I was all alone
Physically grown, but my mind was stuck
To my youth when I didn't give a f***
Down on my luck, I was in my own way
Numb from the drugs, made it feel okay
Didn't think this day would ever come
Old life is in the past, a new one has begun
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
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Back Then (Radio Edit)
03:01
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Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasnt in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed 105 times
White lines, downed it with some white wine
Kick back, call it a day & have a nice time
Deep down hurtin, memories repressed
Food for thought i couldnt digest
Coping mechanisms, none of them healthy
Too prideful couldn't say help me
Nothing you can tell me
When i was high, only time i felt free
Problems had me weighed down
Self-esteem going way down
Drown in my misery, didn't even sink in
Blacked out most nights i was drinking
Withdrawals mental and physical
Without the drugs, didn't think life was livable
Tried to kick substances, but didn't last long
Couple close calls, i really coulda passed on
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
Thought my foolish pride would keep me alive
Had to ditch that in order to survive
Back then i thought i was invincible
Didn't OD and die call that a miracle
Over the years, life has humbled me
Thanking people for what they've Done for me
Write a gratitude list when my attitude shit
Then I observe as my attitude shift
Uncertainty kept me in a comfort zone
Even if it meant I was all alone
Physically grown, but my mind was stuck
To my youth when I didn't give a fuck
Down on my luck, I was in my own way
Numb from the drugs, made it feel okay
Didn't think this day would ever come
Old life is in the past, a new one has begun
Back then felt like another lifetime
On the drugs wasn't in my right mind
Didn't dig deep scared what I Might find
Musta relapsed over 105 times
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